Habits

Getting rid of my habits is going very, very well. I only have one or two TINY slip ups. It's amazing how fast they all went away- I just had to get past that first day. And it's remarkable how different I feel; it's hard to explain- I feel more... solid. And definitely calmer. I think the habits, which might have been a result of stress, were actually just stressing me out. And every time I would do one of the habits, it just made me feel out of control and kind of self-conscious. Now that they're gone, I just feel a lot better. Also, amazingly, it's made my shoulder tension get a lot better all on it's own. And trust me: any change in my shoulder tension problem is worth noting.
I just hope this lasts when I go to school. I had almost gotten rid of my shoulder tension last winter, but as soon as I really got out into the world again, it came back.


I told my mom about magpral. I know it's just a project, but I wish she'd be more supportive in stuff I do; she was just like, "You're not going to have time for that once school starts". Bah.