In the last few weeks, I've been noticing (or have had my attention brought to) how much I am still a small child. I'm still caught up in myself. I still want to be like my friends, I'm still self conscious. All these things I thought I had conquered for the most part are looming back onto the horizon and presenting themselves to me again, saying, "You thought you were done with us! Ha ha!"
I'm not exactly upset about it. Frustrated, more like, because I fancied myself to be good at self-analysis, and now I'm realizing how unobservant I've been.
So yes, I'm not moping about it. It's just what's been going on in my life lately.
I'm being a kiwi tomorrow.
I am very excited.
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